Every me...

...for every you.

Yup, this is exactly how I feel, like there has to be another me for every of you people I have to deal with everyday...

Now I'm the ame for a lost portuguese in Madrid, really happy I can talk to a friend in this impersonal way called messenger...but hammdullile it exists otherwise my personal network would fall appart...or who knows...

I feel like writing and in the same time like its sauch an effort to stay here and write, I just add hours to my work and dont do anything constructive... I ahve to sleep. Today I interviewed a sales manager in teh pharmaceutical field and I asked him to recommend me somethings for my eyes... his prescription was a couple of hours of good sleep coz no pill or drop would help me, my eyes need just rest and he's right...all the people in my life keep repeating me that and I know they are right but... why can't i stop working...I dont know! Coz I feel like I never did enough and I didn't achieve anything. I really need to release all the tension inside and focus on being constructive with all the distruction that I seem to land into.

friday there will be some waves...of sand ... in my life: big client comes, big client leaves, Mada will leave..Ross will come to visit...saturday pyramides at last...after 6 months it was needed... sunday other big client comes...big client leaves a couple days later... by the end of next week big boss comes back to basis.

every me for all the people
every people for each of me, please teach me how to be every me for all of me!

close your eyes. get a grip. till next time.
aMe